I need to cry.
July 20th, 2010
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I need to cry.
Not because I’m frustrated, or angry, or hurt, or sad, or scared. I mean, I’m sure those things will have their place when the torrent finally comes. But that’s not the kind of cry I’m talking about.
I need to scream.
I need to beg.
Even during that scene I’m always talking about where I felt like I had just dropped three hits of ecstasy when M was finished, I managed to keep from begging. But that might have been the whole being gagged thing.
I won’t admit to it. Won’t ask for it. Read more…