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Yesterday

November 30th, 2005 No comments

If you”re wondering, dear reader, where yesterday’s blog is, Master changed it back to every other day. Since today is an “other day” I have to think of something to write.

Strength! Yes! I’ll write about strength. Strength??!? What does strength have to do with slavery??!?! [mumble]Shut-up, dad.[/mumble] (Sometimes I freak myself out) ARGH!!!! Too hyper. WAAAAAAAY too hyper. You guys are now seeing me in the height of my upswings (Did I mention I’m bipolar?).

ANYWAY! Strength. What does slavery have to do with strength? Master says to me whenever I’m feeling weak and helpless “I wouldn’t own something that was weak.” It’s all the little silly things like that that make me love Him to pieces.

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Surrender

November 28th, 2005 No comments

Ever made a girl surrender completely to your will? rayne doesn't mean you told her to do something she didn't particularly want to do and she did it without question, going through the motions she must to achieve the outcome you desired. Surrender is something much deeper than that. To fully surrender, to completely let go is something much different. It doesn't always happen every day and it's rarely done the first time you're with someone. If you've done it, what does it feel like? This one always wonders what it feels like when a Master learns He is in complete control.

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Human Nature?

November 27th, 2005 No comments

I hear a lot of interesting complaints from people online, both free and slave alike. For now, though, to be respectful, I will only discuss the complaints of slaves. “They don’t have enough time for me.” or “They’re playing with others.” or something along those lines. So the question becomes, is it truly just human nature to be upset about these things or is it simply a slave trying to turn the owner into the possession?

Let’s start with the second complaint – playing with others.

In my opinion, this is a free person’s right. If they’ve chosen to give up that right and promised not to play with others on collaring a slave, then, and only then, does the slave have the right to complain when that promise is broken. The free in question gave them that right when they promised to be faithful.

In that instance, however, I feel the slave should approach this subject respectfully, without being directly accusatory. And for heaven’s sake, don’t go unarmed. In other words, if you’re going to accuse someone of something (especially your owner) have proof of what you think they did. Get to the bottom of it and at least attempt to work it out. Contrary to popular belief, trust bends, it rarely ever breaks.

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The Den and Other Random Stuff

November 26th, 2005 No comments

We had lots of people in the Den today. It was pretty cool 🙂 Decent conversation and… NO drama! Imagine that! It"s looking like the Den is gonna be a pretty cool place to hang out. We"re hoping we can seriously up the amount of people that hang out in it. The only issue is going to be getting the slaves to behave. Especially the ones that come in under the pretense that they are Master"s or rayne"s friend.

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Daily Task List

November 25th, 2005 No comments

Yesterday, I noticed Master writing something on the whiteboard but I didn’t pay much attention. I looked at it today and noticed that it’s headed with “Daily Task List for slave”.

Shit – oops.

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Hunters of Gor

November 9th, 2005 No comments

rayne is reading Hunters right now. It is proving to be full of enlightenment. As she reads, she thinks of the Masters that only allow their slaves to read one or two of the books and refuse to read any themselves. They are missing out. There is so much to be learned about oneself in this series. So much for both a Master and a slave to recognize within themselves.

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