Is your happiness related to your owner’s happiness?
A slave should be happy with whatever makes her owner happy regardless of her true feelings on the matter. ~Unknown
My little turmoil for the day. I’ll use my recent gift from Master as an example.
I hate my hair long. It’s hot and heavy. It gets in the way. It looks horrible on me (in my opinion). I don’t know how to take care of it and, truth be told, even if I did I probably wouldn’t. And I wear it up more often than not. Because it’s hot and heavy and gets in the way.
I’m just not a girly girl. I can’t usually be bothered with what clothes are in fashion, which shampoos work best for what types of hair, what kind of face wash I should be using… And it shows. In everything about me, it shows.
My clothes are faded and worn. My hair (was) tattered and dying. My skin is dry and porous. And even if we had the money to do something about it all, I’d let most of it fall to the wayside, eventually, because it’s too damn much effort being feminine.
But Master loves my hair long. Loves it. Even when it looks like shit. And for as long as we’ve been together I’ve been required to get permission from Him for any alterations to my hair. Trims, cuts, styles, dyes. I’ve had one hairstyle for the past seven years. Long. Read more…