I am drunk, but this makes sense.
I’m in a bit of a pickle. My owner is a drama queen.
Bear with me.
So, we’ve watched Scrubs all the way through at least twice. And somewhere in there, J.D. dates the chick from Butterfly Effect, whose husband is in a coma. And she’s a drama queen. As in, she thrives on drama. She can’t be in a relationship unless there’s occasional insanity.
I think Master’s like that. I’m pretty sure I’m like that. But I think my owner is, too.
Yesterday, I bugged out. Right now, I can’t remember why. But I freaked on Him. And He grabbed me by the hair, dragged me to the middle of the living room, and shoved me to my knees.
He’s fucked me like 4 times since. O.o
Okay, so I’m mostly joking. But anyway…
So I bugged out. And He shoved me to my knees. And He talked a lot. And just like I’m not really sure what I bugged out about, I’m not really sure what He said. But I’m sure it amounted to “I’m the boss, and you do as I say. And this is why I’m right, and you’re wrong.” I’m sure, because I sat in my seat when He was finished, bitching at Him in my head, and then suddenly it struck me that I was an asshole.
Struck me so hard that I walked over to Him, knelt beside Him and apologized, then cried quite a bit. I… don’t do that often.
In my defense, I’m rather tipsy. I’m sure that’s why I don’t remember what it was about.
I do, however, remember Him grabbing me by the scruff of the neck, and pushing my face toward His fully clothed cock, just to rub my face all over His dick. I fought. Not because I didn’t want my face on His cock, or didn’t think it belonged there. But because I wanted Him to hit me. And He did. And I’m pretty sure He bruised my ribs. Sitting here hurts.
We’re watching Butterfly Effect. Ashton Kutcher is dying.
Shut up, Carrie. (Ha! I linked you that time!)
We’ve fucked 3 times on the Cocoon. In two different positions. No! Three! It rocks.
I love cuddling on the damn thing. It almost swaddles you and your lover in a nestlike cuddly thing. I love it.
M’s phone is making faery noises.
Yeah… I think that’s it.