This Morning
This morning, I tried to sleep through Master playing with my boobs. Seriously.
I almost never sleep in. I wake up some time between 4 and 6am, without fail, and can’t go back to sleep. Not too long ago, this meant that by the time Master was ready to get out of bed, I was either in a straight panic from all the self-deprecating thoughts I’d been turning over and over in my mind, or I was in an all out rage because… How dare He decide to sleep in when I can’t?
Yeah… I know.
This was exacerbated by the fact that when I turned our bedroom into the dark cave that it is now, there was suddenly nothing I was allowed to do to quell my racing mind. It was too dark to read a book, so I gave reading on the PDA a shot. The PDA, on any setting, was too bright, and even when I read with it under the covers, it woke Master up. Read more…